My
prime sense is called Viddying. Viddying is close to your sense of
sight but still not the same. When I viddy something I perceive
that entity in it's entirety. I know exactly what its intentions
are toward me. I instantaneously react emotionally to that being
in an intricate way. I viddy you as a very obscure mass of
coarseness. It is because you are composed of materials beyond the
frequencies easily detectable by my senses. What do I viddy?
I am viddy my lovers who are many and varied and their vibrations,
unique to their own whims. I am enchanted by all that I viddy even
though at times it might be very painful. I viddy my enemy boty.
Every time I encounter Boty I experience a harsh discontinuity.
Boty appears to me as something squashed together into a massive
corruption. Even though, exposure to Boty is very disturbing, I
feel interrelated and dependent on Boty. I can viddy space as an
intense theatre where any possible action can occur in spontaneous
randomness. I can adjust my viddying to focus, so that I can be
more or less emotionally reactive to what I am sensing. I
would extend our mind share to the sense of rubbing, similar to your
sense of touch. Rubbing can bring great pleasure or intense
agony. I rub thousand of things every second from the dense black
holes to light mental mist. I wench in pain when I rub my enemy
body. I bask in joyful ecstasy I when I merge my self in our
stars' marvelous beam. All rubbing is significant; it is a prime
force in my being. Rubbing is a complete integration as each part
of my essence touches every particle in the essence rubbed. I
hear just like you. I hear choruses of angles producing glorious
melodic sounds, which throb through my being causing me to wither in
ecstasy. I hear blasts of energy, which scare me, as I tremble in
terror of their fiery force. It is hard for me to speak or
understand language but my emotions are excited by changes in volume,
pitch and timbre.
My
most powerful sense is my psychic awareness, which I will call
psyching. I psyche with an intensity, which surpasses most human
psychics. I am in continual awareness of many kinds of mater,
energies, frequencies, dimensions, and cosmic patterns. I am aware
of time as a vast cone of events that I glide though at will.
Humans live only in the Now. My Now accelerates and breaks though
time and space as a human drives down a highway. I am continually
astounded by my conception of time and space being infinite and
expanding. The glory of my life is that there is no limit to the
exploration of time and space. I
psyche myself as an eternal being forever living, but there are dormant
periods of inactivity that are preceded by powerful karmic adjustment
which brings my consciousness to high levels of intensity. I
can tell psyche that humans are preoccupied by a kind of rubbing called
sex. I understand that this instinct is essential to species
reproduction. While I enjoy rubbing with my lovers, it is quit
different from what humans call sex. When I rub with a lover it
does not result in reproduction. It is a done for sheer delight
completely indulgent of its own beauty. It is an art form of
unique and subtle design. We reproduce though Bursting.
Bursting happens spontaneously and continually though our existence as
the radiance of our beings is continually renewing itself into endless
time and space. My
Now is changing even in this very communication. Now I am moving
closer and closer to your time awareness of Nowness. I am
viddying, more and more… Oh!
Oh! Something is wrong! Things are out of synchronization. I
can hear the high pitched grinding of disoriented power. I viddy
the screeching of pulverized mass converging inward. All a round
is disharmony, suffering, and the subversion of noble instincts.
HELP ME I AM FALLing, FALLing into the Bottomless Abyss. I am
rubbing malignant corruption in every sphere. THE PAIN! THE PAIN!
Am I dying? Am I changing? Am I being born? I
viddy my enemy Boty! I feel his pain, emotion and remorse.
WHY? WHY? WHY? Out of bounds of my understanding and
comprehension. The moving stone has been disturbed!!! There
exists unnatural gaseous contortions. Why am I cosmically linked
to such eruptions?????? HELP ME COPE WITH THIS BRAZEN JOLT OF
CATACLYSM!!!!!!!!!!!! You must divert from this current course!
Return to the natural and divine. Be your self- the only
one you really are. HELP ME, I beg of you!!! Return to the
reverence of you Stone. Be true to you own nature.
Help!!!!!! I psyche salvation in the joining of the common
WILL. Let this Plith be your guide. Help me save my enemy
Boty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My name is Xellia; I am a very complex and different life
form. Even though we occupy the same physical location in the
universe, we are almost completely unaware of each other's
existence. The reason for this is that our senses are attuned to
completely diverse frequencies of time and space. I am
communicating to you at this time though the psyche of John Kelly.
Even though this form of communication is not completely accurate I can
sense that the general intent of my message is coming though. My
purpose is to relate to you the quality of my being, to express my
essence to you. It is a form of caring and sharing that we call
Plith. Plith is not as intense as Wight. Wight is complete mind
share. With Plith, I am flinging forth the desire to make you
aware of my existence. I want to relate to you the being that I
am. Because we are so different it is hard for me to express my
self in understandable terminology. So, I will try to focus on
describing my senses and feelings. To my perception sense and
feeling are the same. As I describe to you my various senses, keep
in mind that they are also feelings.